关于文的一些想法-I

这个月在JJ开始发自己写的文, 很YY, 应该说是我理想中的幸福生活. 在几天后卡壳了, 发现了不少问题. 其实最初只是大致想了一下情节, 列出了故事主线, 并没有认真推敲细节问题. 不知道别的作者在写文的时候会不会出现这种无字可写的情况. 因为所以能想到的都是些片断, 而把片断联系起来, 又引人入胜实在不是一件简单的工作.

不管怎么说, 先把最近想到的一些问题写下来, 以后有了新的问题再总结吧...

1. 上帝视角...在写到第七章结束的时候卡住了, 突然觉得好上帝的感觉... 然后就是为了追求不那么上帝的描写硬是加入了不少对话, 可过一会儿又转回上帝视角. 其实原本写的木瑜就是为了在平淡温馨中追寻那些她娘我无力完成的梦想, 记忆的故事与YY穿插而过, 想来想去, 不上帝不足以说明某些问题. 可上帝多了又觉得像是一篇说明文. 纠结~

2. 关于混血. 姥姥家的血统问题明显是硬造出来的, 美少女美少女, 当然要用最便利方法造一个出来. 不过背景确有其事, 当时上海法租界里有白俄几千人, 不少是贵族, 罗宋汤也是那个时候俄罗斯红菜汤的沪版改良. 我在查资料的时候突然发现去年还是前年一位导演拍的<上海1976>讲述的就是这些建国后留在上海的混血儿的故事, 刚好也与姥姥一家的故事有所重合, 当然我写得很理想化, 因为本来就定位在轻松文, 不想写那些沉重的历史. 美女在那几十年的历史中可以说没几个命好的. 其实本文的家庭情况是这样, 完全是某盒写作时使木瑜在年纪不算大时走遍祖国大好河山的合理化过程. 读万卷书行万里路, 智慧的人都是这么来的.

3. 关于人物形象, 某天凌晨4点, 某盒子爬起来上网...生物钟紊乱...没办法. 想在现实生活中找几个混血儿安在木瑜姥姥这边的家人身上. 找啊找, 找啊找, 于是, 大美女杨恭如的妈妈进入视线, 中美混血, 也属于那段历史. 姥姥的形象有了. 再找再找, 妈妈的原型中意名模Lucy Leston, 有点年轻, 再老点可以参考李晓璐的妈妈...据说是混血, 可是我觉得不太像耶, 不管, 是漂亮妈妈就好. BTW, Lucy Leston这张照片五官有点像苏菲玛索对不对?

重点来了, 关于木瑜的形象, 很难找, 其实外国的混血儿一般都是三四岁时漂亮, 再就是青春期结束五官长开后漂亮, 像丑小鸭变天鹅, 因为青春期都是手长腿长, 整个人比例很不协调..... 而且一讲混血儿, 就是美艳, 我是我想找个清纯的啊! 找来找去, 锁定在香港的名模身上, 还有就是玉兰油, 力士等的广告美女(不搜不知道, 一搜吓一跳, 宝洁和联合利华真的都很爱用东西混血儿喔...尤其是宝洁, 大部分在亚洲上市的产品都用的是亚欧混血.)

依次是: 梁洛施, Amanda Strang, Mandy Lieu, Leah Dizon.

梁洛施很清纯, 年龄也合, 但是五官有些粗大, 尤其是带妆很显老.

Leah Dizon是新人, 像猫一样, 我喜欢她的气质, 但是过于性感了, 而且眼睛太欧化, 比较偏西方人.

相比较而言, Amanda和Mandy条件差不多, 只不过前者出道已经很多年了, 二人都以清纯形象出场. 而且不管五官还是气质是偏东方比较多一些.

Conclusion: 我中意Amanda Strang.

男主们的形象我还没想好, 最近中意那位叫Daniel Henny的韩美混血, 身材一级棒. 噢耶! 我不喜欢小白脸...所以...本文的女性大部分都会很"性福"的说....鉴于国内早年间白斩鸡太多, 我把许多出现的男生都发配从军了. 或者干脆就是部队大院出来的, 嗯, 还有BH的北方男生.

Bless China

2008 is a difficult year for all Chinese and China government.

This Monday, 12 May, Sichuan Province suffered a 7.8 magnitude earthquake, and thousands of people was buries under collapsed buildings, almost 40,000 people are dead, and dozens of thousands of people was injured. This is another unexpected, and unpredictable tragedy since Tangshan earthquake in 1976.

Picture Gallery: China Earthquake - from The Australian
Picture: China Earthquake 2 - from The Australian
Map: Influencing Area in the Earthquake - from Red Cross Society

Tears burst out when I saw the pictures. I cannot stop cry. How much more disaster will my motherland suffer?
I donated to the Red Cross Society. It's really regret that I cannot donate blood. I have nothing to do but pray in the candle light, pray my China a bright tomorrow, pray every Chinese be happy and healthy.

God bless China.

Bookends

Recently I've got a huge interest about fancy bookends, antique or post-modern style.
I swear I will bid several bookends from eBay US site as soon as I have my new flat.
Well, this might be turned to my new collection hobby. At least it's not a luxury hobby which costs a lot.

Here are several special bookends I marked online.

我要...

我要一座大房子
面朝大海 背靠青山
纯白的墙 屋顶反射着天空的沁蓝
阳台上种满有宽大叶片的乔木
树枝下挂着白色的秋千

房子的上面开着大大的天窗
每个夜晚都伴着星光入睡
浴室外层层竹叶
木桶, 水雾, 昏黄的烛光, 矇眬的影子, 惑魅的芬芳...

每个阳光明媚的午后
坐在有整面落地窗的书房
醉倒在香醇的热巧克力中
让整面墙的书中精灵统统飞入梦里

或者让友人的欢笑洒满明亮的厨房
与手工芝士蛋糕一起沉入幸福的海洋
暖暖的风吹动粉红色的纱帘
与安妮公主在许愿池边徘徊

让生活停留在这一刻
纵然马上逝去也不会遗憾

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night. A horrible dream about dinosaurs.

The background of the dream is: (Yepp, the background, just like a movie, I never had a dream like this, like a inferior Hollywood product.)

I'm back to China, but the city is more like Sydney or New York, which has a large area of water around one side of. Actually I think it's not any city of China, but is more likely to Tokyo. Anyway, briefly the dream happens in an Asian city. It is strange that my vehicle is not any kind of automobile, but a helicopter. And I'm not 20s, because my body is so small and amazing flexible.

A peaceful morning, I'm flying through the city by helicopter, skimming through the surface of sea (or a huge lake), when I find something unusual under the surface of water. Dozens of giant unidentified objects are rising rapidly. Well, they're heads of some cute fish, maybe seals or sea dogs. At the next second, these cute fishes become everyone's nightmare ---- they're flying dinosaurs, with destructive capability of attacking. People are running, screaming, then tearing by them... It is a my dreaming version of World of War. The difference is just the anthropophagous dinosaurs take place of the mechanical monsters. The following thing I can do is escape, running then hiding myself under a corner of deserted stair.

That's the end. Unbelievable.
Probably I'll have a detective dream next time, like CSI.

Find an amazing blogger

Sanjeef's dinner didn't filled me tonight, So it's not weired that my unsatisfied stomach reminded me of Zhao's egg tart. After googling (I just create this word. Thanks to Google, it's my recipe textbook!), this blogger jumped into my eyes.

Ehhhhhhhh......
An Chinese American Japanese Singapore?! A woman who is good at cooking French dessert?
Whatever, this is just the online recipe I need.

http://lynn-enchante.blogspot.com/

2008 Travel Plan

Thank God! I finally will get rid of bloody boring school life in 2008!

Hopefully, I can save for my travel plan after getting wage. So many fresh destinations are waiting for me...

1. Gold Coast, Australia. Feb 8th~Feb15th.
2. Hangzhou, Suzhou, Nanjing, (around SH) China. Right after I get a good job
3. Hong Kong (optional) Probably stop for one or two days while going back home
4. Chengdu (optional) Probably.....if I'm free
5. Angkor Wat, Cambodia. Probably New Year's Day of 2009, that'll be the best season there.
6. Switzerland, or accurately, Europe. This is always on my list, but hardly realize it for a huge expense. Whatever, I'm still young!

Well, it seems a really big plan for me. Wish myself a really good 2008, work hard, earn more money, then play hard.

Happy Birthday To Me

I'm 25 year's old today.

I'm a student, maybe get a job next year. The future seems not too bad, and not too good.
I'm still single, not involving in a relationship, even a potential one.
I have no money, still depending on parents, just doing part-time jobs randomly.
I think my life is boring, at less current life.

I read a lot, however, lots of novels, which are nonsense at all.
I travel sometimes. Probably this is the one passion left. The next place is always calling me to visit.
I swim, play tennis, and play pilates. But my legs are fatter and fatter, nor running for 10 minutes.

I don't drink. I hate meat.
I love watermelon and banana. I like watching American dramas.
......

I have many plans about my life which need to be achieved in the following several years, some are difficult, some are easy, some are ridiculous, and some are fantastic.

Anyway, this is life. It just like being roped, we have only two choices: enjoying it, or striking back.
Happy birthday to myself!
Wish I have a perfect year at my 25, a lovable man, a good-paid job, a healthy body, and a happy family!

My Next Shopping List

What a crazy December!
All the bigs days get together: my birthday, and X'mas, New Year's Day, of course, plus a super pleasant holiday----Boxing Day.

There is a little pad on the left hand side of my desk. I write down everything that comes into my mind at that sparking moment. Then about one week or two weeks later, a new shopping list comes out!

So, what do I wanna own for this X'max and New Year's Day?

A new masque, maybe Estee Lauder
A bottle of pore minimizer, Clairns
A new perfume, maybe Crabtree & Evenlyn + L'occitane
Several sets of Bikini
A big grass beach hat
A new casual short
A new pair of gorgeous bra & underwear
Several pairs of short socks
A pair of Converse vans
......

The desire of human being is endless. No one can actually get rid of it. Greed, means one wants something shouldn't or needn't belong to him/her.
The aim to put a pad on my desk, is not only write down my desire, but also is to remind myself if I really need these fancy, attractive, but probably useless things.

Why do I create a new Blog

Nov 29, 2007.
This is not a special day at all, at least in my life.

Actually I just wanna have a new place to write something to make me feel free...breath fresh air...ya... the most important issue: a secret place can keep all my friends away. Maybe thousands years later they will find this blog using gooooooooogle search (yahoo, msn, 163, sohu...)

It seems the second reason is a little bit nonsense, just create a blog at a popular website that I don't often click on! Whatever, every body likes internet, just like me, wants to seize a space in all known, popular, funny, colorful, and spoiled websites.

Last, I've stay at this damn place for almost two years. But English speaking is as bad as it when I just arrived. ShhhhhhAME! Anyway, writing a blog is kinda way to practice, heeeeeeng...